Chapter 4

We kept silent like for a minute, not knowing what to say after.  Then suddenly i said to her after having a flash of last week in my mind.

"Mom.. i really missed you."

"Ohh.. baby. I missed you too, and i am glad  that we could sort it out finally. "

"Yeah, mom.. now it makes me feel so better knowing things are discussed.  I was so worried myself thinking what would happen and, of course, about dad, others. I thought you would tell dad."

"No. I didn't say anything to him. At first, i thought to tell him not as a complaint but to just discuss things with you like i had now. But then i was not sure how your dad would take things if he knew about the incident.  So, I decided i should handle it directly without involving anyone."

"Thank you, mom. I am so glad you took it yourself to say things to me. It made me a lot better, and i could never talk with dad like this."

"Yeah, me too. I'm glad now i handled it myself."

"Ohh.. mom, you can not imagine how much you made me feel better now. I was so ashamed,  disappointed in myself. I felt like i lost you forever and thought like i am a very big perverted guy."" "

Mom smiled at me and said, "No.. baby, you will not lose me for a small thing like this. Hmmm.. well, maybe a little perverted yes.. " she giggled.

"What?"

She giggled seeing my reaction and said "otherwise who will poke his mom with his pencil. "

"Wooow. . Mom.. really? Pencil?"

She laughed and said to me, "ok.. let's say stick. "

"Ohh. Come on, mom.. that's so bad of you."

"What you did was more bad than this," she replied to me like an accusation.

"I am sorry, mom. I really wished i could avoid it."

"Don't worry, baby.. i was just teasing you. "

She smiled, looking at me with her beautiful patented smile, which assured that she really meant it and everything was ok. We kept silent for a minute and then suddenly she asked me.

"Baby.  Can i ask you one thing?"

"Sure, mom,"

"Well.. you know.. what triggered you to have er... hmm... well, that problem. If you are not comfortable answering it. It is ok... i am just a little curious.  We used to hug before also, but you seemed to never have that problem earlier.  Has it just happened or because of some other things? "

At first, i thought of lying  to mom. Then i felt i should be honest with her. So i said.. "Hmm... well, mom.. it was because of you..."

"Me? Why.. what did i do.. is it because of anything special on that day? "

"No, mom.. you didn't do anything. It is just.. ohh.. how can i say.. well. I think i reacted to your beautiful body. "

"Ohhh.. come on dear, i dont have that much beautiful body to make happen something  like that to my son..."

"No... mom... you are really beautiful... I always thought you were beautiful... but on that day, I am not sure.. something  made me feel you look so beautiful and s.....".. I stopped before saying further.

Mom smiled a little bit and looked at me and asked, "Beautiful and s what....."

I looked at mom and surprised she asked me that. But seeing her smile face, I know she is not angry. So I decided to say further.

"Yeah. Sexy..... so now you can call me pervert again."

She laughed at it and said "no you are not a pervert.. like i said, you just reacted to a female body. "

"Hmmmm.. , not just a female body.. but to my mom's body. That sure makes me fall to that category. "

She giggled and said "ok so let's say i give birth to a pervert. .. hhehh..."

We both laughed to it. Then she asked me.

"So.. baby.. what you think. How do you want it from now onwards?"

I looked at her without understanding what she meant.

She smiled and said, "i meant what about our secret," saying that she hugged me in a sitting position, emphasizing the point and asked, "Do you want to continue our secret?"

Knowing what she meant, i thought about what to answer.  I know I definitely wanted to have hugging sessions like earlier, but I was still afraid about my erection status.  My mom was looking at me, waiting for my answer. I know i have to say something, and i said it

"Mom.. i would love to. but .. i am.. afraid.."

Mom immediately understood what i meant and kept silent like in a thought. Then she said to me.

"Well. . In that case, we can have a new secret"

I just looked at her without understanding anything.

She continued to me. "Hmm.. if you like, we could continue our hugging again.  I really miss that very much. But i know what you are worried about.  Let it happen and don't worry about it. Like i said, it is just part of growing up. So let's make that our another secret. "

We both laughed at it, and i nodded, confirming my agreement with it.

"Ok baby.. It's time for sleep. Don't play too long. You have class tomorrow. "

"Ok, mom, and good night,"

"Good night, baby," saying that she just gave me a small hug and got up from the sofa and went to the door.

I stopped playing the game and had a good sleep after a few days.

The next morning,  as usual, i went to have breakfast in the kitchen and saw all others almost finished it. When i entered the kitchen, mom saw me and gave me a sweet smile. I smiled at her and said good morning to all. I sat in my usual place, and mom gave me the morning breakfast.  We all just chit chat for some usual things, and later, my dad and siblings left the home. I completed my breakfast and went to wash my hands. When i turned back, i saw my mom standing with her back on touching on the kitchen counter. She was wearing her morning dress as usual. But today she looked so beautiful,  she was smiling at me. Her hairs fallen down on shoulder which cover one side of her boobs,  though she was in her usual i felt like i could see the shape of her boobs through her top and her smile made her look so pretty and beautiful.  I was instantly hard myself and i know that mom was waiting for our morning hug.  I smiled at her and went to hug her. I put my arms around her body and pressed myself to her. She also kept her arms around my back and pressed her body close to me. I could feel the soft cushion feeling of her boobs. Even though mom had told me not to worry about the erection. I still tried to be modest about it and kept my lower part without touching each others body. So i was still standing with little bend, and my mom noticed it. So suddenly she kept her hands on my waist and pulled me close to her and said:

"Baby... i told you you don't need to worry about that thing anymore. I think we discussed it last night."

Saying that she pulled me closer to her body. My erection went straight to her thighs and pressed between our legs. I was so hard by myself that I still worried a little bit. But mom didn't say anything, but let me continue pressing me harder to her body, and now we hugged each other very tightly. I relaxed myself and started to enjoy the feeling of her boobs pressing on my chest and also my hardness pressing on her thighs. I almost felt that i would cum instantly there. I could feel my hardness sandwiched between my legs and her thighs.  Though there was no any kind of movement from her side but just a tight hug from her. The pressure of my cock pressed tightly on her soft and smooth thighs was itself giving me a great pleasure and i felt that my dick was throbbing. I felt that i would cum very soon and would make myself ashamed in front of mom. To my luck mom decided to stop the embrace and moved little bit back away from me.

She smiled, keeping both her hands on my cheeks and said to me:

"See baby, there is nothing to worry and we both can easily ignore it"

"Yeah mom"

"Ok baby, time for your college.  So take care and love u dear"

"Love u too mom". saying that i kissed on her cheeks.

Mom smiled surprisingly because it is very rare that i would  do something like that to her. It has been maybe years the last time i had kissed on her cheeks like that.

I saw her surprising look and understood why she is surprised.  I got myself embarrassed and before she could say anything.  I said bye to mom and left the home.

Since that day, it become normal to us and we ended up hugging each other like earlier.  All the occasions i would have a very big hardness and i would always presses it to her body when she hugs me. We as well continued our night time together in my room like watching her tv shows and playing my games. She never told or showed any conflict of interest in hugging me when she know that i am having a great boner. She would always hug very tightly and my hardness will be poking at her different lower area like on her thighs,  lower stomach and sometimes my hardness might be even pressing directly on her mounds based on the way we are hugging each other. Our hugging were done mostly at the time of before me going to college, evening after coming back and at night before the sleep.

We both don't hug each other when anyone is around nearby and make sure no one is seen to it. But when were we are seeing each other we would share a small smile between us indicating the exchange of our secret. One day when everyone was at home, while she was walking in a corridor i was also walking through it from opposite direction. There is little long wall in both side through the corridor.  All my other family were sitting on family room watching tv. So they couldn't see between the corridor.  While i was walking through the corridor i saw my mom was walking from opposite side with her patent sexy smile sharing our secret. I also smiled at her and was walking directly to her side. She was wearing a light colored saree and i could see the small swinging of her boobs through her saree. My eyes was roaming on her body from top to down and vice versa. I could see her smile and some portion of her white stomach  around her hips is visible through her saree especially around her hips area where her curves begin. When she reached near to me i suddenly kept my arms around her waist pulled her towards me. But as she was not expecting it she lost her balance and almost fall to the nearby wall with her back on it and also me along with her. Now she was standing with her back on wall and me was pressing her body and my arms were still on her bare waist near to her hip where i could feel softness of her white sexy belly. I was little worried whether my mom would get angry for doing it suddenly but she giggled looking at me and i too suddenly started laughing.  Suddenly mom put her finger on my lips "shh shh" telling me to be silent. She moved her eyes to the family room side to make me aware of my family members there. I nodded and smiled to her. We both looked at each other smiling while i was pressing myself more on her body. My arms were still on her waist and she moved her arms to my shoulder. I was instantly hard by this time and i was standing with one of my leg between her legs and her leg was between mine. My hardness were touching on her upper thighs and i started to move more to her body. I could feel her breast pressing on my chest. I moved my legs little bit and made myself stand between her legs. Now i am standing between her legs and her both legs were outside to mine. I started to push my hardness to her and it was touching on her mounds through her saree. I could hear a soft moan from her and at same time she moved my arms around my shoulder and pulled me more close to her. I moved my hands from her waist and went behind to her bare backside below her blouse. I started to move my arms from up to down but stop just before where her saree was there. I was feeling her bare back through my fingers while i was pressing my hardness more to her. I wanted to pull her to me and move my hand to down further to squeeze her sexy ass. But i know doing that will be like exceeding the limit of my mom's boundaries.  So by struggling lot i control the movement of my hands to just above her saree.

We both were looking at each other while we were hugging like that. My mom's face were so red in color and we both were breathing very heavily. She was looking to my eyes with her mouth little open and i could feel her boobs pressing on me more when she was breathing. Her hands were still in shoulder and slowly she moved her hands around my neck pulling my face to keep on her shoulder. She kept her hands around my neck and one of her hands moved to my hair forcing myself to her shoulder. I kept my cheeks on her bare shoulder just after her blouse. She slowly rubbed my hair affectionately and pressed my face on her shoulder. I kept my face in her bare shoulder just after her blouse and enjoyed soft smooth feeling of shoulder on cheeks while my hands were feeling the smooths of her bare back.

Our breathing were very heavy and we both know that we are in some boundaries were normal mom and son would not go. But for me i was ready to move further and explore all possible forbidden relationship with my mom. But i know that this is something very new to my little shy and religious mom. So i need to take very slowly whatever it is possible. I don't want to risk myself and lose the benefit and intimacy what we already have.

I was feeling so horny that i wanted to try and do something.  But knowing the risk i have to face i slowly moved my face straight and keep my lips on her shoulder just near to her blouse. I didn't do anything except just keeping it there just to see whether she would object to it. But my mom didn't showed anything or does do any objection to it. So then slowly i just moved my lips on shoulder like just pressing my lips little bit around her shoulder. She continue rubbing my hair while i was doing it. I was not kissing her bare shoulders but i was just touching my lips slightly on her. We both were panting and she could feel my hot breath on her. My dick was so hard that i felt it would burst out because of excess blood circulation.  I continued pressing my hips more firmly on her mounds and also my fingers were rubbing her bare back up and down. I could hear small moaning coming from my mom's mouth when my lips rub slightly near to the curve where her neck starting.  I could not hold very much but slowly i started to rub my lips more firmly on her shoulder and after few times i ended up in kissing her shoulder. My lips were making her shoulder wet and my mom moaned saying "hmmm". She never stopped me or said anything.  I got myself little brave and thought to push my luck little further.

All these days when i was hugging her though i really get aroused and have boner. I never thought of pushing my luck forward or intended to go further than hugging.  I agree that i was enjoying the warmth and softness of her body and loved feelings of her arms around me and touching of her boobs pressed to my chest always. But i never thought anything more to it but was just enjoying the new intimacy and sensation i was getting from my mom. But today when i was between her legs with me pressing my hardness on her mound. I instantly found that and knew that i need to have this woman more than just hugging.  I knew that i want to feel all over her body, kiss her everywhere, be on top of her and finally i know that i really wanted to make love to my mom. That thought really made my cock very hard like never it had before and i pressed my hardness more to her mound. I could feel her boobs heaving with her breath and i felt her moaning "hmmmm.." when i pressed my hardness in to her.

I moved my lips to the side of neck and started rubbing my lips slightly on her neck, from shallow of her neck to behind her earlobe. She slowly slightly moved her neck to side giving me more access to my little rub on her neck by my lips. I continued rubbing it slowly up and down on her neck. my mom pressed her arms around my neck and forced me more strong to her neck. I immediately started to kiss completely on her neck with my lips. My mom moaned "ohh....baby" from the sudden kisses. My lips was wet with my saliva and i continued kissing her shoulder and neck from down to behind her earlobe making her wet on her neck with my lips. I was like a devil possessed inside me. I continued kissing her all around her neck and earlobe. I slowly took her earlobe inside my lips and started to lick, suck and chew like a candy. I could hear my mom moaning whenever i was doing it. Then i moved my lips and started to kiss on her chin and below neck from one side to other. She moved her neck to give me better access and i started to kiss other side on her neck same like i done before. My hands which was on her back moved to her bare stomach and i started to feel the bare skin of her stomach between the gap from her blouse and sari. I slowly moved my fingers  up and down feeling the softness of her flesh on her bare skin from the curves of her hips and just below her blouse. While my hands reach near to her blouse i could feel softness of boobs on my palms though i didn't touch her boobs directly.  I still continued my assault on her both sides of neck and earlobes with my lips. My mom was moaning and breathing very heavily.

"Ohh.. baby..... stop baby.. we can't".. saying that my mom suddenly pushed me back. At same time we both heard my younger brother calling my mom. My mom suddenly moved from the wall and from my hand. She just looked at me for some time and moved to living room answering to my younger brother.

I was stunned, shocked and as well excited very much for the things what i have done to my mom. I was as well very much worried about my mom and i was not sure how mom would take this afterwards.  I know that she allowed it only just because of the situation and sudden emotions. I was sure that my mom dont have any intention of doing such thing with me.